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my secret                                         My Secret                           The truth is hidden in a secret                           A secret I can't tell     &nbs my secret
by ~killxmexslowly44
Waking UpLight filters through my head  Coming in at a slant  I’m still waiting for the comforting  Darkness to envelop me again  
But it never comes   
The light casts long empty shadows  Simply reminders of my faults  The ones I worked so hard to hide  
From everyone I’ve ever met   
I’m waking up to all that I was  And I hate it  
I hate the plastic smiles  And the fake friends  The out dated styles  And the worn out trends  
 
But then why am I tearing myself to prove  That I’m a someone  
When I would love to be a no one  I Waking Up
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Highways
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Our DestructionI lived   
I felt alive when I was with you. Like my whole world opened and you were there to help me through it all. When you held me I melted. Every inch of my body melding with yours until I felt safe. Safer than I ever had before. You smelt of cheep colon and cigarettes , and I have grown to crave the scent. Even breathing was easier when I was with you. Now it just seems to be a chore. I will always know  that you were the one who gave me life. Who gave me love.  
 
I laughed  We were never serious people. Always playing jokes and tricking others. I remember one Christmas when you had gone out to shovel Our Destruction
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oh brother

Fri Jan 2, 2009, 5:55 PM
I hate my brother. He does nothing but make me feel bad about myself. Fat, Ugly, Stupid, Annoying, Unimportant, are all words he has used to describe me to my face. I give him everthing he asks for from cd's to money, and he still steals from me. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. From now on he is no longer my brother. He's the ass-whole who lives next to me. I hope you burn in hell peter.

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  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: the voices in my head
  • Reading: rereading my journal
  • Watching: football
  • Playing: games with myself
  • Eating: nothing, i havent been hungry in 3 days

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~SolitaryChild Jan 1, 2009, 7:50:24 AM
thanks for the fave

feel free to check out my other stuff if you want =)

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This Emo Joe: [link]

IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
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Mood: Wow! ~killxmexslowly44 Jan 2, 2009, 5:48:27 PM
i really do like all of your art. its great. wish i was as talented.

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You live, You laugh, You love, You learn, You scream, Your cry, You crash, You burn
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~SolitaryChild Jan 3, 2009, 7:49:35 AM
thanks

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This Emo Joe: [link]

IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
:iconkillxmexslowly44:
~killxmexslowly44 Jan 3, 2009, 5:42:15 PM
welcome

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You live, You laugh, You love, You learn, You scream, Your cry, You crash, You burn
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~FairyQueen13 Dec 28, 2008, 7:21:04 PM
Sup Jewel? Or should I say Candy?? BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

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-carcrash heart-
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~killxmexslowly44 Dec 31, 2008, 4:40:20 PM
lol hey rian. i liked the little story thing you've got.

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You live, You laugh, You love, You learn, You scream, Your cry, You crash, You burn
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~FairyQueen13 Jan 1, 2009, 3:38:41 AM
Uhhh what? *tilts head* I..dunno what u r talking abt...

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-carcrash heart-
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~killxmexslowly44 Jan 1, 2009, 4:07:14 PM
nm what up?
was your new year good. mine was i stayed up til seven am and me and tommy watched vacancy around 4 am. CREEPY. I will never ever stay at a motel! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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You live, You laugh, You love, You learn, You scream, Your cry, You crash, You burn
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~FairyQueen13 Jan 1, 2009, 10:21:12 PM
You spent your New Year's Eve with Tommy?
Mine as really good. I had a family party and had a lot of fun.

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-carcrash heart-
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